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Everything`s falling...
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
1:35 AM
I`m all effed up. Everything`s falling out of place.

I hate it when people judge me... I know it can`t be avoided, but I just still can`t believe I`ll fuck up in something that I have LOVED doing... theater.

Suddenly, I`m not in the mood to act and be productive. I just quit my love for theater because I feel like being a big failure to the whole production. I`m not the type of person who quits easily... but having this kind of LIFE that i have right now, I think I`m losing my grip. Not just in theater but in my life in general.

I`m so confused. I feel like I`m not the same me anymore. Problems just keep on coming, and I can`t handle it anymore. I feel so empty. =(

I never thought I`d be this affected to the condition of my family right now. We`re all falling apart. Unloved, I am.

I don`t even know if I still love my own self.

I JUST WANNA QUIT EVERYTHING. =,( =,( =,(
I CAN`T DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE.