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I don't know what I want
Sunday, April 19, 2009
9:17 PM
I dont know anymore!


i caught myself (paramore) - simple rhythms

Hindi ko naman ginusto to. Well, partly siguro oo... dahil siguro hinayaan ko na maging ganito. I don't know kung unfair akko, pero lahat naman sila alam ang situation and alam na hindi pa ko ready for anything muna. Una, alam naman nila na hindi lang sila yung umaaligid.. aware naman sila na meron pang iba maliban sa mga sarili nila. Di ko naman sila pinilit na ituloy kung ano man plan nila. Yung 2 tumigil naman na. Eh di wala. Ganun kasimple. Kumbaga, kung ayaw niyo na, okay lang naman. Kung gusto niyo, bahala kayo. Pangalawa, alam naman ng nila na kagagaling ko lang sa breakup. Na hindi pa ko okay. Sabi ko naman, if ever papasok ako sa relationship ulit, gusto ko maayos sarili ko. And pangatlo, alam naging honest naman ako sa lahat ng bagay. pagtinanong nila kung nasan ako and sino kasama ko, sinasabi ko naman direcho.

Sa ngayon naguguluhan talaga ko.

You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless
hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
I don't know what I want


SHIT.

Andyan si EX umaaligid din BIGLA. Nakakagulat lang. Di pa ko over her kaya medyo nakakagulo siya sa kung ano man kelangan ko idecide. Kasi naman sinasabi niya pwede pa magwork out, Na magsimula kami ulit. Pero di naman kasi ganun kadali yun, na biglang gusto niyang bumalik tas ganun na lang.Pano na yung mga taong nageffort para sakin? Ganun ko na lang din sila bibitawan??

Si IDEAL... nasa kanya yung mga dapat gustuhin.. maayos na family, working na, mabait, matino, walang bisyo except yosi, loyal, mabait... MALAMBING sobra, at hindi nagtatake advantage. Pero ewan ko, parang masyado siyang mysterious.. madami pa kong di alam. Marami pa kong gustong malaman.

Si COOL... ang mga type niya yung mga laging napupunta akin. Ewan, may dating talaga siguro sakin yung badboyish ang dating. Yung tipong mukhang maangas kahit hindi, funny, kwela, barubal.... Lahat ng trip ko kaya niyang sakyan, paginom, laughtrip, pagkain, trip trip.. ADVENTURE. Ughh! I'm keeping myself away from the possibility na magustuhan ko siya. But I don't know.. I keep failing everytime. Maeffort, makulit, masaya kasama. Who wouldn't like a person like that? LABOOOO KO. OMGGGG.

Si FIRST LOVE... Umeextra. WHY? Hindi ko alam.. :( Ang labo niya. AFTER 8 friggin' years... may naffeel pa siya? WHAT THE PAK?!?! I don't understand!

Si EVER DRAMATIC... isa pa to eh. Hay

Si HUWAAAAT? yun lang talaga masasabi ko... HUWAAAATTT???? tae siya.




Okaaay. hindi mahaba hair ko. Madami lang talagang papansin ngayon. Nagpapagulo ng utak ng tao. Hindi kasi nakakatuwa. hindi rin nakakaflatter. Hindi rin kasi CUTE. TAE talagaaaaaaaa. :(

Sana wala na lang lahat para walang gulo. TAE.