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POOLAH I am not a super hero but I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from a planet which is filled with water. I learned swimming at the age of 1. I wail like a cry baby. I am the most adorable thing you'll ever see. I crawl like spiderman, I fly like superman, I drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan. No, really...I am your ordinary human being with an ordinary pair of beautiful eyes. As a person with a fetish for experimentation, I like to try out different things. And I can be a real son of a bitch sometimes. ♥♥♥ Love &

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Saturday, August 8, 2009
2:23 AM
We are officially in financial deprivation. :)) LOL.

But seriously, I never felt so helpless.

I was never a bratinella. I do not whine when I fail to get what I want. I never ask for more. i was just like every daughter in the world who asks for a reward after accomplishing something (being on top of the class, having a medal in school..etc.) Growing up, ganun lang nakasanayan ko. I was never spoiled. I grew up getting just I deserve. Maybe that explains how I like challenges so much. I become a little competitive. So they all have this expectations in me. And tinatak ko din sa isip ko that I can prove them that I deserve to be given something.. even just a token of appreciation.

So maybe that`s what papa thinks about me. That I deserve whatever I get. Kaya when i ask for something, it goes easy. Hindi naman lagi because I have this weird attitude na mapride ako na i can prove that I can get something I want on my own.

But now, even though I have proven myself worthy of everything, I get nothing.
Nasanay kasi ako na when I know I have to give up on trying, someone is on back-up. Si papa yun. Like when i know di ko na kaya makuha yung gusto ko on my own, i ask him if he can get it for me.

Eh ngayon, sobrang hirap na. It`s hard to ask for help na. And I am not sure if I can survive this kind of lifestyle. Na all the time, kelangan ko isipin kaya ko, na wala nang back-up. Na wala na yung laging dapat tumutulong. Mahirap pala talaga pag wala na maasahan.

:[ wala lang nalulungkot lang ako. I really have nothing now, I mean sa mga bagay na gusto ko. And it`s hard trying to let people believe that you`re doing fine.

I`m thankful I have my baby, though. She helps a lot. Not just in getting what I need but also in making me strive harder in everything. aww. mushy.

:)) haha ayun nagdrama lang kay bloggie. I missed blogging lang. :P