Alone we help big, together we can help bigger.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

6:34 PM

Ondoy left a really really big problem in our country. It was a huge disaster. Many people was affected by it, including us. But I`m still thankful we`re all okay. No one was hurt in the family. I feel sad though for some of my friends who do not have their homes now. I empathize.

My barkada, daga and I decided to help and have a different kind of bonding. We went to Victory Ortigas, Kapuso Foundation and Sagip Kapamilya and help in repacking goods. It was fun especially when you have your friends with you. :)

The next day, I went to school to repack again and donate some goods. We finished repacking at around 1pm and volunteered to go to San Juan Arena to repack again. Some of my classmates also participated. So we went to the Arena by 1:30 pm and then repackedd the goods. We were able to repack 1000 goods in 1 hour. :) By 2:30, we were asked to go with Mayor JV, the mayor of San Juan to distribute the goods in 2 baranggays - Brgy. Batis and Little Baguio. My gossssh, there were a loooooooot of people! We finished 7pm in distributing the goods. It was exhausting, really. But it was worth all the effort for we were able to help a lot of people. :)

it felt really good afterwards. Like you just completed a mission. :)

Masscomm roll out!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

9:45 AM

I'm so proud and happy! ♥

To all my dancers, thank you, thank you, thank you for the cooperation and for giving your best in every practices! I know sobrang pagod na kayong lahat doing the routines every single night but still, you give your best in every practices. Super thank you! I'm just so happy! Guys, whatever happens, I will always and forever be proud of you! I know how you guys work hard for this. Puyat, pagod, pera... lahat yan binibigay niyo and I know super laki ng sakripisyo nating lahat. Thank you for the effort and the energy! I'm super proud of you all! Konting tiis na lang...Girls, more energy, more fun di ba? Kaya natin to!

To our BOYS.. pinaka macho naming LIFTERS... thank you so so much! We'll never make it without you guys! Ang galing niyo! Proud ako sa inyo! Super thank you! Lakas pa! :) kaya niyo yan! :)

To the PEP and PEP LEADERS! :) Thank you so much for your patience and efforts! You guys are great dancers at singers pa! Remember guys, you are IMPORTANT. Kung wala kayo, wala kaming cheers. Wala kami without you guys. Thank you so much! :) Blue and orange go fight! :)

To Ms. B... WE LOVE YOU!!! Thank you po for all the help and for never letting us down. Thanks for the guidance and for the effort po to go to Turon just to check on us if we're doing fine. Thanks po sa lahat ng support and for being very approachable.

To all Masscomm professors, thanks for making us feel we're the greatest! Thank you po for all the support and love. :)

To the ALUMNI, haaaaaaaay. We admire your dedication and love for the society. Lahat po ng pagalit, sermons and comments niyo naappreciate namin. :) I know how much you love the society kaya niyo po yun ginagawa. Thanks for all the support and the help! And thank you po for always pushing us to do better. :) Idol po namin kayong lahat. :)

To the PLAYERS, thank you sa pagnuod samin at pag cheer! We will do our best para sainyo! Thanks for the support! Magaling kayong lahat! :) Love namin kayo! :)

To MASSCOMM OFFICERS... sobrang thank you for the support! HEAVEN, thanks sa lahat lahat and sa pagaasikaso samin. You rock! PAM, alam mo na yun.. Thank you! Sobrang laking tulong nun samin! :)

To PROPS PEOPLE! My gosssssh! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ganda ng boxes! :) Wala akong masabi.. the best kayo! :)

At syempre pa, to our COACHES... ATE ROSIE, ATE LOVE and KUYA RON. :) Forever and ever and ever thank you! Hindi niyo po kami pinabayaan.. :) I know you guys are very very busy pero andyan po kayo for us. Ate Rosie, thank you sa lahat ng sacrifices mo. :) Super thank you!!!

LORD! THANK YOU! THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YOU!

TO THE WHOLE MASS COMMUNICATION SOCIETY, kahit anong mangyari, we are all winners! :) Maraming maraming salamat po sa lahat. :) Blue and orange go fight!!!

-Paula Soriano :)

Saturday, September 19, 2009

10:18 PM

We sucked yesterday in the dry run. :| But it's okay and understandable coz we just finished the entire routine the night before. And we didn`t even got the chance to run it through as a whole. So yeah, we could this. I believe we could. Through God, we could. :)

I am soooooooooooooo tired. I am glad I have this one whole day rest today. Plus, sunday is always family day, so it`s relieving spending some of my time with my family. and with my baby of course. :)

I have this pain in my knee.. I think I lost my balance while dancing and something went wrong with my knee joints. Now I can`t dance properly.. and can`t even jump. Hala. I have so many injuries na. And my dancers got injuries na din.. the competition is a week away. hayhayhay.

MASSCOMM IT'S OUR YEAR!

Yeah, I hope it's our year this time. :)

KAINIS

Sunday, September 6, 2009

7:30 AM

A very gloomy sunday.

Nasayang lang lahat ng oras ko. Di ako nakapag victory, di ako nakapunta sa papa ko, di ako nakapagshoot, di ako nakapag gym.. in short walang nangyari.

Sobrang depressed ako sa nangyari sakin kahapon. :( Di ap din ako makaget over.

At ngayon naman naiinis ako. Kasi putangina! Lagi na lang akong parang tangang kumakausap sa sarili ko.

ako:"anong ginagawa mo dyan?"

siya: . . .

ako: ano ba gagawin mo?

siya: . . .

ako: ano yan?

siya: . . . .

ako: gusto mo?

siya: . . . .

ako: anong gagawin?

siya: . . . . . .

ang cute di ba?

parang tanga lang ako lagi.. take note medyo yung mga iba dyan 3-4 times ko pang inuulit tanungin pero wala pa din akong nakukuhang sagot minsan.

hay buhay.

The most F-ing incident

Saturday, September 5, 2009

7:01 AM

='(

This is, by far, the biggest disappointment of my entire studying life. We almost failed our thesis which we have been doing and giving so much effort for 2 fucking years. I just don`t understand how, for the 4th time that we defended our study, we will fail on our FINALS pa. I don't mean to brag, but come on, for the past defenses that we had, we received GOOD and even AWESOME comments from our panelists. But today, everything just fucked up.

I really can`t believe it actually happened. For all I know, the night before the defense, me and my partner were studying REALLY hard and even practicing our presentation. We were READY. We have never understood our study this much. Before, we used to question things about our thesis, but that night, we know the answers to whatever's the panelists gonna ask us.

I guess it`s true that we need 99% luck than 99% hardwork. A new chairman of the panel was assigned to us. We have never met her before. We do not even know her name. That old motherfucker fucked us up real bad. She asked too many questions (which we answered, btw) and even told our adviser that we were disrespectful and we lack humility. So she did not give us any grade. Imagine, we were at school from 7am-6pm and we got nothing.

She was the meanest and heartless woman I've ever met. Me and my partner were just crying the whole day, wishing things would be better somehow.

And now we are tasked to redo our paper. I can`t believe this is happening to me. :(

Alam ko, with all my heart, we were decent and respectful that time. If she felt that we were not accepting our faults, well, we were just trying to defend our paper. KAYA NGA DEFENSE ANG TAWAG.

Sa akin lang, di porket law professor ka ng UP, lahat ng sasabihin mo tama. KAYA NGA DEFENSE. Wag kang ma-PRIDE. Yun ang mga itinuro samin sa ST. PAUL. Ikaw ang taga labas, ikaw ang magadjust samin. Oo na, maybe we're not as bright as you are, pero we stick to what we believe in and we fight for what we know is right. Kung mali talaga yung mga pinuna mong mali sa paper namin, na nasa CHAPTERS1 & 2, sana thesis 1 pa lang, di na kami pumasa. Chapters 3 & 4 lang ang dinedepensa namin ngayon kaya wag kang mag magaling na as if ikaw lang matalino!

♥ 03 ♥

Thursday, September 3, 2009

8:51 PM

Oh joy, oh joy! Today's our 3rd month! :) Wee! I feel we're getting stronger and stronger! :) I just wish this won't have ending. More months to count! I love you baby! SO MUCH!