The power of X

Monday, November 23, 2009

8:41 PM

Why is there so much hatred in her?
Why is she so envious with lots of things?
Why does she need to lie?
Why is she pretending?
Why does she seem so unhappy?
Why do people hate her so much?
How come she still have friends despite her deceits?
How could she come up with such evilness?

I think envy was the most compelling cause of her unhappiness.

[I get envious sometime, i admit. But not to the point that I rejoice of get pleasure from someone else's misfortunes.]

I guess people need a bad ass friend. A friend who they can talk about when she's not around. A friend who uses them and uses her too in their own convenience.

What would you do if...
...your friend call you names behind your back and calls you "Bes" when you're together?
...your friend lies to you and the people around you all the F-ing time?
... your friend pretends to be someone she's not in other people and you know it, and then threatens you if you speak the truth?
... you have a friend who knows all your deep dark secrets and reveal it to someone
love?
... if your friend calls your parents in the middle of the night just to tell them what a bitch you are and tell 'em she'll look after you and make sure you won't take the wrong path then will ask you to cut school and drink the next day?
... if your friend borrows clothes from you then tell your other friends how funny you dress the other night?
... if your friend steals from you?
... if your friend copy your style, the way you speak, the way you dress, your stuff and all in her other friends?
... if your friend wanted to steal your boyfriend?
... if your friend gave you a gift on your birthday and found out later on that she stole it from someone?
... if your friend acts like she didn't intend to break/drop on the floor your brand new gadgets?

She's despicable. Loathsome. A monster.

I wonder what's behind her wickedness...
and how she still got us after all.

$$$$$

Sunday, November 8, 2009

8:33 PM

I just hate it when mom rants about money!!!
Sobrang nakakainissss....

I'm trying my best to think of small businesses or rackets to earn extra money... pero wala talaga. ang hiirap magsimula. :| hay nako. :(

Good day but not a good night =|

Thursday, November 5, 2009

8:53 AM

Hello, blog! I missed you. Been busy with Plurk and Twitter lately. I love getting into those stuff. It makes me release whatever's inside my head and what I feel about some shenanigans. I feel more expressive and socially relevant 'coz someone actually cares of what I post.

Anyways, today was a good-bad day. Lemme tell you 'bout the good things first..

GOOD BECAUSE..
1. I had a hasle-free enrollment a while ago.
2. I had a great laugh and a great tasting coffee at Starbucks with my Tambaymates.
3. I finally paid my Kuromi Mug through GCash.
4. I feel good about my gily formal look -black turtle neck && curly hair.
5. Saw my brother @ the bank he's working at.
6. Saw my new dream phone.. SAMSUNG STAR. :) Inspiration! I SHOULD WORK HARRRDD!

BAD BECAUSE...
1. Had a major stomachache and no one was here to take care of me for 3 long hours of pain.
2. Dags went home very very late.
3. Super sensitive people just don't understand things. :|
4. Slappy is really really sick. I hope she's not dying.
5. Mom is nagging about money and Fitness First AGAIN. :|
6. I don't like the ulam.
7. I don't feel like talking to anyone right now. Especially to the person standing right beside me.
8. I just hate this night! :((

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Now I feel like crying. :(